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I have lost interested in what I find important.....
Sounds a little paradoxical to say I have lost interest in the things that I find Important but the fact is that not that long ago I was doing excellent at college, taking from 13-16 hours and making straight A's. GPA 4.0, dad proud, big ambitions, good friends, a balanced life, some casual intimacy, well everything was perfect. Now I needed one last thing, a Job....
So I did start working and made the mistake to think I could take about 49hrs plus 13 school hours at three different campuses and since then I lost it. I ended up having no time to study and decided to drop the one class that consumed most of my time. Now I had again time to study but I just couldn't get to work. I decided to quit that job since it paid very little anyways, and decided to finish that semester having all the time for school but I just didn't - I couldn't, I didn't find motivation so I ended up dropping all my classes but one that was somewhat easy for me since I like public speaking. I ended up making a B! okay from 16 hours all A's to ONE class I even liked making a B!?
Well new semester new beginning I told myself but it's been three weeks and I'm not getting to work on my assignments, readings, and have missed school a couple days. I remember much more from my first semester than from my last classes. What happened!!!!!? I really sit and say I'll do this now but then I open a solitaire game (I don't even like it) or a chess game, or I call one of my friends to go play pool. I do anything even take multiple showers just to give myself sometime before I start reading or doing hw. When I think about all the time wasted and the money my dad is putting into this I feel guilty and stressed and replace that thought as soon as I can. I'm even smoking cigarettes like if I was going to win a fortune collecting empty packets.
sounds easy to say, just get to work already! but even I as was determined right now, I ended up here asking for help. I just cant! I don't know how to get back to be that good student. Just not in the mood for school? burnt out? has anybody being in a similar situation?
I don't have other symptoms of depression, still take care of myself, laugh regularly and keep good relationships with friends and family. It's just my academic life that has gone upside down and the only change prior to that was having a job but why would it make such a huge difference?
any help would be appreciated
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I know that some games cannot be solved.
However, for the majority of 3-draw games, could you win if you played your best moves? What do you think the percentage may be?
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